When people ask why I transferred from my old workplace to my current one, I always say it's because I was promoted.
Okay, that's true. But the real reason is : I was tired of being the leader.I was tired of making the decisions.I was done with making the calls. For 5 years I did that and I needed a break.
I wanted to be a follower. Lead the way and I'll be two steps behind. Tell me what to do, I'm tired of doing the thinking.
In my new office, I got that. I didn't have to think of running the place. I didn't have to manage people so much. I can concentrate on my clinical work. I got that. I had that. For a month.
Now things have taken a new turn. Suddenly I find myself on the spot. Suddenly I'm back at the position I ran away from. The difference is, the organization is bigger. Keluar mulut harimau, masuk mulut buaya.
Padan muka aku.
But that's work for you. Sometimes you just don't have a choice. Not now anyway.
But hey, you can either moan about it or move on.
I've decided to move on.
Lagipun I have to stay positive. This weekend I will run in a race where I'll be tied down with a rubber band and then hanged. Adoi!